Back to today, though. When I walked into Hudson's room he was in a great mood. I started talking to him, and he proceeded to make a new face at me as I smiled. He crinkled up his nose and started breathing through it loudly. I had never seen him do this before. I had, however, seen his dad do that. Kyle makes that face at Hudson sometimes to get him to smile, and it seems that Hudson has picked up on it. He and I made that face back and forth at each other quite a few times today, but when his daddy got home, Hudson stopped! He made a liar out of me. I'm sure he'll make the face again. I'll try to get a picture of it soon.
Hudson also has a new bruise on his forehead. I'm not surprised. The little man constantly tries to make his way around the coffee table, but ends up falling half the time.
I guess there's a lot to learn from a little guy like that. He never stops trying to accomplish his mission, whether it's to get the dog food, grab the remote control, or dig in the garbage can. Sometimes I give up pretty easily. Most of the time if it's something I don't think I'll be good at then I won't try at all. I'm scared of failure. So I need to take a lesson from little man. It's okay to try; it's okay to fail; it's okay to keep trying. I need to realize these things now because he'll be watching me as he gets older. If he sees that I'm scared to take a chance, then he might learn fear from me. I guess this is where prayer really comes in handy--trusting that God's going to guide Kyle and me as parents. He's the ultimate example of the perfect Father.
No comments:
Post a Comment